9) NeverSayNever♥

missed me?:$
again i'm reeeeeeeeally sorry!

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previously:



ga3aadna swaalef ou the7ekkk, until they called for their flight.. wa9aalna'houm laman the musafereen gate ou all of our tears gushed expectedly making rivers down our faces. it was a real tragic moment.. and so the film hndey started. the kisses and hugs. the laughs and tears.


i'm starting a whole new page.


the word "new" kept ringing in my ears.


ughh, how i hate change.


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i called rajo to pick me up mn elmaa6ar, he parked the car ..

i was gonna awa9el jana 7ag bait'houm

the drive mn el airport laaay bait jana, was really silent.

bs it was a comfortable kind of silence, not the akward kind

as soon as i got home, i signed in on msn .. i waited for about an hour for him to sign on, but with

no hope i jumped into bed and slept peacefully

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I felt the sun rays flowing through the curtains and into my eyes. I heard linda's voice coming

from downstairs, and i smelt the rich scent of coffee. Then, I furiously woke up and tiptoed to see

if my parents were in their room. I sneaked a glance, and I was unsatisfied with the comeback.

But what was I really thinking? ofcourse they weren't here. Are the EVER here?


I headed back to my room.. running into the bathroom and doing whatever I was supposed to

do. I put some mascara and blue eyeliner on, and some labello chapstick. Grabbed my "The

Ramones" white shirt, and slipped on my light blue ultra-skinny jeans. I wore my black Chloe'

jelly sandals, and took my over-sized black balanciaga bag, and dropping random stuff i'll be

needing in it. Leaving my hair with the natural choice of plain wavy. Called rajo to pull back the

car.


As I was scurrying down the stairs, I accidently hit my head on the wall. Which caused this to happen:

Linda: "Ayoooo shougaa why you no pay attention to wear you walk? you always bump into this and that! and wear are you going?"

Shouug: "i'm going to meet my friends in avenues for a movie, and then grabbing lunch later on"

Linda: "nooo you first need to eat food now!"

Shoug: "oooh linda no please don't do this, i'm already late wallah"

Lindaaa: "then take coffee at least you put something in your stomach! you become very thin these days, i don't like it"

I took the coffee casually and raced to the door while saying

Shougg: "thankyouu linda! byee, see you!"

Lindaaa: "byee shouga! you be gd girl ok!"


I flinged the door open and laughed to myself crazely with what Linda said .. mee? a good girl? yeah right!

On the way to avenues, I kept thinking about my life, and the people in it. I miss Reemo already,

but what can I do, sit in my room and grief all the time. And if Reemo saw me in that way, she

won't be happy. Plus, I said that I'll start a fresh, white, new page. I sighed to myself silently.

And why do I suddenly feel all mellow and soft right now? Since when was I like that? Ugh, it

must be the sudden empty and hallow feeling of what Reemo has left behind.


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If I tell you this, you might think that I'm lying to you, but I'm not!

I, Shoug Al-Flani, actually had fun with MY highschool friends that aren't in our "square", jana,

lulu, reemo, and me, and i don't want to be all self-centered .. because I'm not! Anyway, I really

did have fun. No no, wait, scratch that. I actually had a BLAST! aren't you happy for me? Well,

I'm kind of happy for myself. Since I haven't been really a sociable person ever since I met my

"square". But I'm really glad that I took the chance of spending time with them, and getting to

know them better.


After finishing our lunch in Lenotre, I tiredly went back home and spent time with my loving

brother;p. Although I have to confess, that I really did miss him this past week.. since I was busy

with Reemo's move and all, I totally forgot about my brother!


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I signed on msn, and chatted with you-know-who. 7amany. And yes, I have to say that I also did

miss him! Bss 6ab3aan I won't say that to him, I'm not that crazy. I miss his smile actually.

Looks like I'm paying Luulu a visit soon, hopefully!

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Today I'm going to go to Lulu's house. Lucky me? yeah! Envying me? I 7ada can feel it;p

Bss we aren't staying eb bait'houm 6oouul elyouum, akeed benrou7 moukan!

Ou senior year is gonna start.. after 3 weeks! I'm excited, I really am!

And now let me describe what I'm wearing 7ag baiit Lulu. Ouu we're going 7ag Slider's for dinner

later on. So lazem shwaay akshaakh;p

I wore beige high-wasted pants, with a black ruffled top. Contrasted with classic black

Louboutins pumps, and a black Miu Miu clutch. While putting MAC's red lipstick and adding a

gloss on top to give it a shine. Applying black eyeliner, mascara, and blush. I straightened my

hair and I fixed it into a sleek pontytail.

And I have to admit that I do look good.


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Lulu's house


I was busy painting my toe nails in bold maroon nailpolish. While sitting on the other side of the

couch was Lulu that was so mendaamja in Grey's Anatomy that I had to turn off the TV to get

her to change her clothes so we can go to Slider's. Ouch, was that my stomach grumbling? It was.

I disractedly unlocked my BlackBerry and ga3d at3abaath fe while sitting alone bel 9aala.


Did I just feel that the main door just opened and someone stepped in, or was i imagining? I

slowly lifted my head up to see ...




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Long 9aa7? etha geltaw la2 tara I'll drag you mn ethounkoum ou ashnaqkoum with an electricized wire :D