Tuesday, September 29, 2009

BKKK ;]] + The Hills?

guess who this is? ... britney spears? noooooooo guess again ;p
it's DREAAAAAAAAAMER!

anywayys the reason laish i wasnt posting was cuz eb 9ara7aaa i started thinking .. A LOT. umm ashya2 shwayyy personal fa la tetlaigoufoun :P no jk bs 9j it's personal so dont ask mn9eji.

and my thoughts somehow led me to like an almost-gonna-delete-my-blog thought, bs hopefully i won't .. not anytime soon i think;p

elmouuhem .. how's school/jam3a so far? :DD

for me .. I LOVE IT!

btw don't expect lots of posts hal shahaar .. i'm sorry. bs i'll try my best i promise (;

ou umbaiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
SEMA3TAW ENA THEY WON'T YNAZLOUN THE HILLS (tv show) ANYMORE?!!!!!!!!!!!! :

IF THEY DO WALLAH I'M GONNA GO 7AG EL DIRECTOR W AKHETH RAAASA AND I'M GONNA BUMP IT ON FOUR WALLS MADE OUT OF PINS STUCKING OUT SO I CAN SMASH HIS BRAIN! AND THEN I'M GONNA GET A SAW AND LIKE CUT HIS HEAD OFF AND THEN FEED IT TO THE DOG ELY EB OUR WAFRA!!

and writing this down makes me feel a little better;p

ou etha ay a7aad y3aref shay 3an shsalfat the hills' issue pleaaaaaaase goulouli cuz i have anger management problems and i'm not afraid of using it to do something to them (: !!

over and out (;

Saturday, September 5, 2009

8) NeverSayNever♥ {dedicated to Y.O.U}

umm sorry 6awaalt bs i was busy wayed.. i love you :D


and this is for someone wayed 3azeez 3alaaai;* .. and i know that you read this "she" told me.. ou atwaqa3 you knw yourself ;p .. umm ou fashla 7ada, ou i hope you're feeling great enshallah :P




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And the days passed fast as we grew closer together day by day. Msn, facebook.. the whole nine yards.



Reemo is gonna move to ireland 3ugoub bacher, and i'm trying my best to erase the miserable day-to-come from my memory.



And the sleepovers are endless between me and reem, since we don't want to waste one second of our time together. 24/7 together. and i MEAN it.



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THE DAY OF REEM'S FLIGHT.




I woke up extra early, since reem's flight was at 8;00pm. I told Linda to make strawberry and chocolate tarts for breakfast. YUM. but i still can't get over that little part that hurts me so hard when i think of reem moving out.

pain in my heart.


pain in my stomach.


pain in my chest.


and that little pain in my head.




But i got this day all figured out, we're gonna have the best time EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!

As i woke reemo up from her khyaas sleep, and as she went to the WC to wash up. I started thinking about 7amany. i feel like.. he's my best friend. I feel like i can tell him anything, like there were no borders. but there were borders, borders that only i knew about. and that i can't tell him anything.. not anything at least. i gotta clear my head, i have got to tell someone about 7amany.


I made up my mind, and i'm gonna tell reem all about him, and that i lied to her and to jana and lulu. she's the one that's gonna understand me, at least i hope she will.


(Btw la tes2eloun laish strawberry and chocolate tarts for breakfast.. tadroun shkther meshteheet'houm? *e7mm naqza* kha9atan eli mn paul .. 7ada worth dying for;$)



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Shoug: reemo



Reem: haaa (so mndaamja bl ryouug)



Shoug: reeeeeem



reem: bssech 7aana ha? shtabeen?



shoug: bagoulech shay



reem: mhmmmm...



shoug: bagoulech shay ..



reem: ee?



shoug: sm3eeny bagoulech shay WAY3A!




reem: ya7mara ga3d asmaa3 haa shtabeen?




shoug: umm .. tara ...




reem: khal9eenaa




shoug: ouuuuush! tara i still didn't delete or block 7amany mn msn, bs i deactivated my fb ams belail



i said really fast, in one breathe.




reem: you didn't?




shoug: umm .. laa2 (while fdgeting eb her clothes)




reem: 7elfaay?




shoug: oqsemm bellah (salwa el m6airey accent;p)




reem: umbaaaaaihh!! ya3ny you still talk to him?




shoug: shrayech .. ya3ny EE !




reem: wallah ma3areff shagoul .. bs ya3ny why did you lie to me? tadreen ena i won't say a thing..




shoug: madry wallah madry .. i messed up ;s





reem: umm enzain laish ma sawaiteela?





shoug: e7mm .. aa ... ya3ni *blushing*





reem: you like him?





shoug: ee 7ada!





reem: awww etshawgeen maalat 3alaiich .. enzain do you feel like everything is gonna be alright laman you talk to him?





shoug: 7ad ouumaaa yebtehaaa yaaaiba!





reem: a9laa7 akoun therapist ya3ny?





shoug: chub ;p .. enzain haa ya3ny what do you think?





reem: if you feel ena it's the right thing to do .. 3ayal i can't say a word about it





shoug: umm ..





reem: as long as you're happy .. i'm happy (and she smiled sincerely)





shoug: a7ebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *rushes over and hugs her*





reem: kaaaaaaaaaak ana akthaar yal haabla.. wallah madry shloun barou7 ireland bedounech





shoug: (teary eyes)





reem: bs chuub la tsaween manaa7a! emshay ensaawy shaii for the last hours eb kuwait (;





shoug: haaaaya beena :D





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to say enaaa eftaraaiina kl el kuwait kan shwayyaaa .. re7na kl moukan tetkhayelouna, until we were completely exhausted. radaiina el bait ou badaalt bser3a. i wore a red polo dress ma3a a burberry classic cross bag, ou cute leather black flats, and off we went to the airport.



we met her family eb starbucks hnaak, ou in came jana and lulu looking like fashionasta's as they truly are. 9a3aadna ou ga3adna eb a table foug ou reem's family kaanaw ga3deen ta7at.




ga3aadna swaalef ou the7ekkk, until they called for their flight.. wa9aalna'houm laman the musafereen gate ou all of our tears gushed expectedly making rivers down our faces. it was a real tragic moment.. and so the film hndey started. the kisses and hugs. the laughs and tears.



i'm starting a whole new page.


the word "new" kept ringing in my ears.


ughh, how i hate change.



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LONG? :D

btw i didn't edit it, fa etha fe badleyaaat 7awlaaw tefhemoun'houm ;p