Saturday, September 5, 2009

8) NeverSayNever♥ {dedicated to Y.O.U}

umm sorry 6awaalt bs i was busy wayed.. i love you :D


and this is for someone wayed 3azeez 3alaaai;* .. and i know that you read this "she" told me.. ou atwaqa3 you knw yourself ;p .. umm ou fashla 7ada, ou i hope you're feeling great enshallah :P




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And the days passed fast as we grew closer together day by day. Msn, facebook.. the whole nine yards.



Reemo is gonna move to ireland 3ugoub bacher, and i'm trying my best to erase the miserable day-to-come from my memory.



And the sleepovers are endless between me and reem, since we don't want to waste one second of our time together. 24/7 together. and i MEAN it.



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THE DAY OF REEM'S FLIGHT.




I woke up extra early, since reem's flight was at 8;00pm. I told Linda to make strawberry and chocolate tarts for breakfast. YUM. but i still can't get over that little part that hurts me so hard when i think of reem moving out.

pain in my heart.


pain in my stomach.


pain in my chest.


and that little pain in my head.




But i got this day all figured out, we're gonna have the best time EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!

As i woke reemo up from her khyaas sleep, and as she went to the WC to wash up. I started thinking about 7amany. i feel like.. he's my best friend. I feel like i can tell him anything, like there were no borders. but there were borders, borders that only i knew about. and that i can't tell him anything.. not anything at least. i gotta clear my head, i have got to tell someone about 7amany.


I made up my mind, and i'm gonna tell reem all about him, and that i lied to her and to jana and lulu. she's the one that's gonna understand me, at least i hope she will.


(Btw la tes2eloun laish strawberry and chocolate tarts for breakfast.. tadroun shkther meshteheet'houm? *e7mm naqza* kha9atan eli mn paul .. 7ada worth dying for;$)



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Shoug: reemo



Reem: haaa (so mndaamja bl ryouug)



Shoug: reeeeeem



reem: bssech 7aana ha? shtabeen?



shoug: bagoulech shay



reem: mhmmmm...



shoug: bagoulech shay ..



reem: ee?



shoug: sm3eeny bagoulech shay WAY3A!




reem: ya7mara ga3d asmaa3 haa shtabeen?




shoug: umm .. tara ...




reem: khal9eenaa




shoug: ouuuuush! tara i still didn't delete or block 7amany mn msn, bs i deactivated my fb ams belail



i said really fast, in one breathe.




reem: you didn't?




shoug: umm .. laa2 (while fdgeting eb her clothes)




reem: 7elfaay?




shoug: oqsemm bellah (salwa el m6airey accent;p)




reem: umbaaaaaihh!! ya3ny you still talk to him?




shoug: shrayech .. ya3ny EE !




reem: wallah ma3areff shagoul .. bs ya3ny why did you lie to me? tadreen ena i won't say a thing..




shoug: madry wallah madry .. i messed up ;s





reem: umm enzain laish ma sawaiteela?





shoug: e7mm .. aa ... ya3ni *blushing*





reem: you like him?





shoug: ee 7ada!





reem: awww etshawgeen maalat 3alaiich .. enzain do you feel like everything is gonna be alright laman you talk to him?





shoug: 7ad ouumaaa yebtehaaa yaaaiba!





reem: a9laa7 akoun therapist ya3ny?





shoug: chub ;p .. enzain haa ya3ny what do you think?





reem: if you feel ena it's the right thing to do .. 3ayal i can't say a word about it





shoug: umm ..





reem: as long as you're happy .. i'm happy (and she smiled sincerely)





shoug: a7ebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *rushes over and hugs her*





reem: kaaaaaaaaaak ana akthaar yal haabla.. wallah madry shloun barou7 ireland bedounech





shoug: (teary eyes)





reem: bs chuub la tsaween manaa7a! emshay ensaawy shaii for the last hours eb kuwait (;





shoug: haaaaya beena :D





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to say enaaa eftaraaiina kl el kuwait kan shwayyaaa .. re7na kl moukan tetkhayelouna, until we were completely exhausted. radaiina el bait ou badaalt bser3a. i wore a red polo dress ma3a a burberry classic cross bag, ou cute leather black flats, and off we went to the airport.



we met her family eb starbucks hnaak, ou in came jana and lulu looking like fashionasta's as they truly are. 9a3aadna ou ga3adna eb a table foug ou reem's family kaanaw ga3deen ta7at.




ga3aadna swaalef ou the7ekkk, until they called for their flight.. wa9aalna'houm laman the musafereen gate ou all of our tears gushed expectedly making rivers down our faces. it was a real tragic moment.. and so the film hndey started. the kisses and hugs. the laughs and tears.



i'm starting a whole new page.


the word "new" kept ringing in my ears.


ughh, how i hate change.



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LONG? :D

btw i didn't edit it, fa etha fe badleyaaat 7awlaaw tefhemoun'houm ;p

20 comments:

  1. FIRST COMMENT MA7JOOOOOZ 7AG REDBULL! :P

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  2. Heyy Yal Diyaya...;***!!! Lat 3alGena Chethe Nabe En3arf She9eer ;S ;)

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  3. -REDBULL
    Enbariiik 3ala el post:D? Wa2akheeraan.. Malat 3alah el long post, post longer:p
    I love/miss you:*

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  4. Heyyy YaL Diyaya..;****!! Lat 3alGeNa Chethe..;p Nabe En3aRf She9eR??

    - from 7anoona ;*

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  5. Sry 4 the extra Comment ;/...tadren El-Walah w Ma Ysawi ;*

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  6. anony(deech): haalaw yal deech:P, ee soon enshallah ;p bs kl ma el comments yzeedoun kl ma el postaat etnaage6 3alaikoum ;**

    redbull: EE BARKAAY :$ .. chub la t9eeren 6ama3a brou7i 7ajzatlech el first comment;p .. i love/miss you more <3

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  7. anony(deech) again: loool ee adry adryy :*:*

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  8. I LIIKE ;D
    Thank u ;* dont be late ;p

    -Madawi;*

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  9. Madawi: i like you:D, you're welcome:P enshallah 3ametty;$

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  10. Bs EtGa63eN Galbi Chethe ;$~;*! B3dain Ma Aga3edKum El-9uB7 ;Pp

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  11. loool :$ , laa2 laa2 shloun e7na LAAZEM neg3ad el9ub7 ou naby eldeech tgawemna;p!

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  12. yemken i commented 1 yemken:s yes!;D no:( yemken:S ?!
    anyways ra7 tshbe3een min my comments ib the upcoming posts inshallah!
    i love ur story!
    7amanii i love!
    loving the story! next post please!!;p

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  13. Mala da3y a3eed o agool since you already know...I ADOREDit 9ARA7ATTAN <3
    Omg...ma 7b good byes, especially like these...a7s if it were me kan myt whole world would be crashing since i'm not only loosing a best friend bs a soulmate...physicaly but Inshalla literally she'll be with you in your heart.
    Loved it loved it loved!
    MISS OYU WAYD BTWWW! AND LOVE YOU :*

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  14. mabeeeeee reeeem itrooooooooo7! i luved it ALOT! thxxxx!! 3adiii take ur tiiiiiime!! yo3aaanaaaa loll

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  15. identity: ee ma ashoofech you comment! ha tara ten6again;p .. lool thnx:p i love 7amany also ;]]

    sunset: i adore YOU! i hate goodbyes also ;( .. i missed you waaaaaaaay more;**

    anony: enshallah 3ametty .. bs mou now :p

    choco loco: shasawy ba3ad;\ .. thaaankyou! loool fe6raay 3ady shwarach?:P

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  16. EtShawG ur Story ;*!! Yalla Tra ZaD El-9aBr 3aN 7aDA w Mal ;p !!

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  17. Yalllaaa :(
    -Madawi;*

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  18. u've been missed

    hope everything is fineee xxx

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  19. when are u gonna post?:"(

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