AllOverThePlace:O

Heeeeeeeeeey shlounkoum? I know you missed me, you know I missed ya! haha okay:P

1) I got tanned

2) GA9AIT SHA3RYY :O

3) ma gest wazny bel meezan;p

4) I don't feel like I wanna write a story;(
wallah I really don't feel like it;p ya3ny you know when someone inspires you to write a story.. ba3dain that person is like.. out of your life, ba3dain you don't feel inspired at all? ee that's how I feel;s I'm sorry wallah:S! I might post like a random-one-post-story fahamtaaw? or like, random stuff here and there;p

5) you know laman you base your life on words of wisdom and stuff like that? ee, I USED to be one of those people.. bs now la2, I do my own words of wisdom haha:$

6) aby asaafer yallaaah malaitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt:P

7) SHOUFAAAAAAAW EL IPOD TOUCH OU MY PLAYLIST!! kaaashkhaa ha? la2anna I'm kelesh not the technological type! haha 7aady mestaansa 3aalaaih;p

FEEDBACK?

Ya3aineyYaLailey;p

BACHERRRRRRRRRRRR ..... (insert drum roll here) BAROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO7 EL SHALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ou banam there for 2 layaaaly so that means ena 3 days!! YAAAY MEE!!!

hellooooooo hot tans, hello ba7ar, helloooooooo jet-ski, and hellooooooo bal3a <------ this I will definetly not do.. wallah!;p

ouu elyoum I burnt 243 calories!! mashaallah mashallah tuf tuf :P

RIP ( if it's true) Michael Jackson;(

now back to me.. 7ADYY MESHTA6A 3AL DIET HAHA! >=P <-- 7elw elface 9a7;p?

anywhoooooooo any ideas 3ala my next story, la2anna frankly, I have none;(

ya3ny mathalaan:
-married(?)
- teenager(?)
- love(?)
- girl(?)
- U.S(?)

ou tara I love you all wallah:P

P.S. shraykoum bel BOLD? athaabe6koum bel 7arakaat;p

SummerIsGettinToMeAlready!

kk, elyoum.. for some particular reason re7t gesst wazneyy bel meeezan.

then all of a sudden ashoof wla ye6la3ly ena waznyyy 57 KILOS! :

geltt maybe that meezan is mkhaaref, so I checked the one that is eb my bathroom, and yet again I see ena wazney 57.4 KILOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to my sister's room (my sis that I didn't see her for 3 days) and awal ma dashaait her room she was like "Dreaaaaaamer metaaaaaaaaaaaaantaaay@@!"

anaa hney 9aakaaat feeny eldenya! I mean seriously, I have never EVER reached that weight!

then, bedaaat my manaa7a and film hendy start;p (yes bechait!) I tend to be very emotional about the way I look!

BS I MEAN SERIOUSLY 57 KILOS?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEN METTA DREAMER W9ELAAAT CHETHY?!?!?!?!?!?!

elmouhem, I immediatly typed a paper ana kaatba feeha ena I'll do a diet and I'll try my best to stick to it, and asawy exercising bel treadmill, and blah blah, with some other shit also. Then I signed it ou I'm thinking of framing it and hangin it somwhere in the kitchen. smart eh?

all of this hapenned at around 12;30 am. ou meshaait bel treadmill for 32 minutes and I burned 100 and something calorie (I don't remember;$) so yaaay me!

why did I get fat, you think?
let's just say that partying, avenues, blogging, and way over-sleeping aren't the best combination for summer:) <----- pissed off face.

on a completely different note, I'm thinking about a story to write.. bs it still isn't figured out completely, bs I'll try to start it as soon as possible!

Pt. 17 (FINALE) -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Dedicated to all my readers, especially the ones that have been with me all the wayyy! I love you all;*!



---------------------- 6 YEARS LATER ------------------------

Dear diary,

I'm now married to the love of my life, Mi7sen. I have a baby boy who's five years old and is called 7amany. I also have a baby girl who's two years old and her name is Dalia. I'm also four months pregnant, but I still don't know if it's a girl or a boy.

7amaaany is a copy of his dad, the same features exactly but he has my pink lucious full lips. He's so 7aarch, but ever since he went to school, he became less 7arch-er. He has good grades el7emdella. Ou Mi7sen is the one that mostly deals with him. Mi7sen says, and I quote, "a7saaan yeg3ad ma3a ebou akthar, 3ashan yet3alaaam elrejoulla!" He's five years old, for gods sake!

And my little cute girl, Dalia, is so quiet and well.. the opposite of 7amany. She completely, absolutly looks like her father, same dimples, same eyes, same nose, yeah.. the whole nine yards! She's so girly, and she loves the color pink. Wait scratch that, she ADORES the color pink. The only words she can say are mama, papa, anany (7amany), and inkk (pink). She's just too cute to finction.

Mi7sen, wa ma adraak ma alMi7sen. Mi7sen has been nothing but supportive with my choices in life. I love him to death. And I would sacrifice anything for him. I'm not gonna lie and say ena we didn't face difficulties. Because we did, bs el7emdella tejaawazna'ha. Mi7sen is my dream when I'm awake, and he's my fairytale when I'm asleep. I have never imagined my life to be the way it is, but I'm glad that it turned out this way. If I repeat, "I love Mi7sen" till eternity, it will still not describe the way I love Mi7sen. My Mi7sen.

I still pray for Phaaye in every 9alaat. Ou everytime someone mentions her I would get very emotional. She's the one that taught me how to live my life, how to risk a lot, and how to take chances. But most importantly, she taught me what sisterhood is all about.

Jouri had an arranged marriage, ou she lives in the U.S right now, I miss her terribly. The length distance just drew us closer. As they say, "Best friends together, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."

Jawa is in a relationship with 3umar, but it's still not defined. He loves her, she loves him but both of them are not ready for commitment. I hope things will work out for both of them, because they definetly are meant to be.

I grew a fond of Na9err, since Na9err became friends with Mi7sen. 7ada khoush wa7ed ou san3. He's maalech 3ala girl now, ou we're having a 3azeema for both couples (Mi7sen and I, and Na9er with his fiance). I can't wait till I meet her!

And lastly, Rakan. Well, lets just say I never saw him after that day. I heard that he lives in Housten, Texas; and that he's single. But I'm not completely sure.

Did I mention that we live in London now? 'cus we do! London babyyyy, wohooo!

xx,

Layan.

Pt. 16b -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Dedicated to Redbull, I love you;*

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Previously:

We continued walking blissfully, until I saw a shadow coming towards us. As it was getting nearer, I can see vividly who that person was. I rubbed my eyes to be sure that I wasn't hallucinating, but now that person is as clear as ice.
It was..
MI7SEN?!!!!!!!
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Layaan's Perspective:

OMG!! What should I do? why is he here? what the hell?

Oh shit, Rakan sensed that I panicked.

We're heading towards him, and I was so nervous that I started sweating! It looks like Rakan will go 7aga 3ashan esalemm 3alaiih. Bs shaal 9udfa! Mou ma3qoulla it was a coincidence!


Rakan: "Halla wallah bo s3ayedd!"

Mi7sen: "Halla feek,"

Rakan: "Shlounek? shakhbarek?"

Mi7sen: "Bkhair el7emdella, ou ent shlounek?"

Rakan: "Tamam. Bou s3ayed, hathy Layaan ely geltlek 3aan'ha."

Mi7sen: "ee, tsharaaaft."

I shook hands with him.

Rakan soulaaf ma3a shway, then we decided ena we should head back to the car. While we were walking, I couldn't help but turn my head and see wain Mi7sen. Out of nowhere..

Rakan: "Layaan, ma abeech tetzawejainy 3ashan etjamleeny."

Layaaan: "uuh.."

Rakaaan: "abeech tetzawejainey la2annech et7ebyny mou 3ashan shay thany."

We froze in our places, ou lafait wayhy again to see in Mi7sen is walking away. He's gone mny, forever. Rakaan grabbed both of my hands, laaf wayhy 3ala Mi7sen (keep in mind ena Mi7sen's back was 3alaina, since we were heading the other way).

Rakan: "Layaan, go to Mi7sen, you love him. You don't love me. Follow your heart."

Layan: "bss..."

Rakan (interuppting me): "makou la bs wla shay!"

He pushed me slightly while sighing, ou wayhaa kan 7ada meshtaa6.

I looked at him with a pleading look and teary eyes.

Layaan: "I'm sorry Rakan"

Rakan: "run after him, go!"

I ran, and ran like there was no tomorrow. I screamed Mi7sen's name twice until ehwa staw3ab ou laaf wayha 3alaay. Laman we9aalt 3endaa I hugged him so tight, and I never wanted to let go of him. I saw Rakaan glancing at me ou I blew him a kiss, said thankyou, and waved to him. He just smiled and went.

My Rakan, not mine anymore. But he'll always be my first love, he taught me how to love. What I learnt was, sometimes, when you do the wrong thing for the right reasons is better than doing the right thing, but for the wrong reasons.

Mi7sen: "A7ebech Layan, amout feech!"

Layaan: "ana a7ebek akthar"



Rakaan's Perspective:

It hurt to see her go to someone other than me. People have to sacrifice for the ones they love, even if it means leaving them. But I knew that I was doing the right thing. 7araam athlemm elbent ma3aaay. How did I figure out that she loves Mi7sen, and Mi7sen loves her, you ask? Well, it's simple. It shows from her eyes, and everytime I mention Mi7sen, ehya teshta6. And I can read Mi7sen's face, and expressions, we were friends menzemaan. And I'm happy for him. At least now, Layaan is happy. And that was what I'm aiming for. She still has a special place in my heart that no one will ever fill out for her. I still love her, but I'll eventually move on.

Oh and yeah, one more thing; We canceled the wedding.
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Writer's Note: Awwwwwwwwwwwww, 9a7?;p ..and NO THIS IS NOT THE FINALE! Enjooyyyy;)!

Pt.16a -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Just so you know, I posted part 15. So read part 15 awal;*

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Rakaan's Perspective:

After two weeks is our 3erss, Layaan is the best thing that ever happened to me. Bs a7es'ha shwaay tagheyeraaat, bs maybe it's just a phase and she's gonna get over it. Ma atkhaaayal my wife itkoun mou Layan, it's just unimaginable. She still doesn't let me even kiss her, she wants to save it 7ag the wedding night, that was so typical from her. Bs kberaat eb 3aainey 3ala this choice.



Layaan's Perspective:

It's 1;30 pm, ou bacher is our 3erss.. aaah omg I'm so nervous. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach doing front flips and back flips. I have the most amazing wedding gown on earth, it's an off-white cocktail dress ou it's really tight men the upper body part, ou manfoush men the bottom body part. Ya3ny my dress was very classic and original, I loved every single inch of it!

Rakaan by6ale3nyy elyoum, ma3aaana it's so wrong ya3ny my wedding is bacher! I have other important stuff to do. Bs this 6aal3a is our last day as an engaged couple, so we should make the best of it.

I can't help myself but over-think that this whole marriage is the right thing to do. I mean 3ala goulat'houm ena laman you have an arranged marriage, you end up living happily. Bs etha it's unarranged then it mostly results as a divorce. Bs I don't think it's right, like, tons of people tezawejaaw their boyfriends ou they lived happily without a divorce. Oh, well. A small thought came into my head and started to whisper stuff like you know that this won't work out, you know that you're better off without Rakan tagging along, and you know that you love Mi7sen, not Rakan. But I quickly shoved those thoughts away and prayed to god that these thoughts won't reappear again. After all, Rakan rejaa3ly after I broke up with him, TWICE.

Rakaan picked me up at about 7;30 bellail and we went 7ag Nino's eb Avenues, since it was where I first met him. Dakhaalna elsayarra, and Rakaan started speeding up in the streets of Kuwait. I grabbed his hand and squeezed him really tight, like I never want to let go of him.

Layaan: "Rakaani, please slow down bacher my wedding ma aby amout;p"

Rakan: "as long as you're with me, you're safe."

I kissed his hands and he just smiled ou his dimples bayenaaw. I swear he has the cutest dimples on Earth, you just want to pinch them!

Layaan: "wain benrouu7?"

Rakan: "babougech muwahaha;p ..benrou7 moukan ya3ny shrayech! just wait and see;p it's a surprise"

Layan: "uugh, I hate surprises!"

Rakaan: "bs you're gonna love this one! tadreen laish? la2ana qasben 3alaich;p"

Wesaaalna 3end elbeach ou we walked hand-in-hand across the beach, with the moon gleaming at us happily.

I don't feel the same way about Rakan like I did before, it wasn't the same. I know that I fell for Mi7sen hard, bs I thought ena Rakan can replace him, bs he doesn't. I know that what I'm doing is right bs.. it doesn't satisfy me! I know ena I'm guilty, I hurt him way too many times to tell him ena I don't love him like I did before, I just can't bring myself up to do it!

We continued walking blissfully, until I saw a shadow coming towards us. As it was getting nearer, I can see vividly who that person was. I rubbed my eyes to be sure that I wasn't hallucinating, but now that person is as clear as ice.

It was..
MI7SEN?!!!!!!!
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Writer's note: there! a cliff-hanger! btw; the story is coming to an end, soon. really soon. love you all:* comment please!

Pt.15 -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Dedicated to Ms.B ely betsaafer bacher, I love you;'* (HUG!!) -if you knw what I mean;p
And dedicated to MeemzWithLove my silent reader that I just found about;p
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Layaan's Perspective:

Things have been the same, they didn't really change that much. Every Saturday I recieve a msg from Mi7sen, and same old happens. I really do miss Rakan! I mean, like, part of me feels completely lost without him.

I decided to spend the whole day with my good old Mamittaa, we will go shopping bel 9ale7eya and then head over to Starbucks elbede3. I wore my Yves Saint Laurent surplice knitted dress with Fendi suede detailed sandals, straightened my hair, and jumped into the car and saw my mom waiting for me dakhel elsayara.

We shopped, shopped, and shopped till we dropped.

Mama: "7abeebty, Layouna, khafefaay elser3a.. laish el6yara?"

Layan: "Mama ma aby ekoun za7ma there"

We swimmed across the straights until I parked ou dashaina dakhel ou sat at our table. My BB beeped signaling there was an incoming msg. I unlocked my keyboard and swifted through the msgs until I found the msg I was looking for. It was from Rakan.

To say that I was shocked is an understatement. I was beyond shocked, I was.. OVERWHELMED! I decided that it was best if I don't see the msg al7een, since I'm with my mother and all. So, laman arjaa3 elbait I'll open it.


I sat cross-legged on my bed with my laptop switched open, and my BB in my hands. I was very nervous to open the msg. Bs I opened it anyway.

Incoming msg: 7ayatii;*:

Rakan: "Layaan, I'm back.. bel Kuwait. I arrived yesterday, do you think we can meet up?"


I called him immediatly, it rang five rings.. and when I was about to hang up, he answered.



Rakaan's Perspective:

I hesitated, but I answered her call. I'm not gonna lie by saying I wasn't nervous. Because I was, ou ana khayeff ena ehya ma taby terjaa3ly, after all, I did kiss Mayanerou back.

Rakan: "Layan?"

Layaan: "Rakan, is it really you?"

Rakan: "haha, laa it's a serial killer who murdered your bird"

Layan: "hahaha, I missed you!" I can tell she was crying happily. Happily, I hope.

Rakan: "ana akthaar wallah! matitwaqa3ain shkether hal ayam kaanat 9a3ba bedounech!"

Layaan: "same goes to you, and you should be ashamed of yourself mister!"

Rakan: "laaish?"

Layan: "la2aanek reja3t ams, ou ma dagait 3alaay wla 6amantney!"

Rakan: "haha, khalaa9 ma a3eed'ha mara thaanya. So we're okay?"

Layaan: "we're more than okay, I love you.."

Rakan: "I love you too, you're the only one I loved and you will stay as the only one"

Layan: "aaaaaaaw, tara aste7yy;$"

Rakaaan: "hahaha, ya 3aainey 3al yeste7oun wallah;p!"

Layan: "hehe.."

Rakan: "so shloun Mi7sen ma3ach?"

Layaan: "he just texts me every Saturday yes2al 3anni"

Rakan: "ya7laila, wallah ye3temed 3alaiih.. 7abeeb wallah."

Layaan: "ou ana wain re7tt? ana mou 7abeebtek?;@"

Rakaan: "entaay 7abeebaaat galby!"

Layan: "enzain Rakaani, I can't see you anymore."

Rakan: "shenou qasdech?"

Laayan: "qasdy ena takh6ebny men ahaaly, I'm not getting any younger Rakan, batkharaaj men the forth year of college 3ugoub two months"

Rakaan: "tamreen amer, men hal 3youn gabel hal 3youn"

Layan: "hehe, okay look 7ayaty.. ana lazem arou7 al7een okay? kaalem oumek elyoum or tomorrow okay? I love you, bye!"

And she hung up.


I'm gonna talk to my mother elyoum enshallah, the sooner the better. I'm sure ena Layan bta3jebb oumy, she's men 3aayla zaina, ou 3enda'ha akhlaaq ou sanaa3, ou pretty ba3ad. I can't wait!
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Writer's notes: Part 16 is commin up! Enjoy;)

Pt.14 -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Mi7sen's Perspective:

Every Saturday I would send her a msg asking about her and her whereabouts. I try to keep it simple bel msgs, like for example I would send her shlounech shakhbarech, and then etredd 3alaay tamam. And that would be it. But, it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. Because well, I think I'm falling for her. Bs I will never tell her about the way I feel. I can never do that to my best friend. I hope that she's just a crush. Nothing more.

Wa7edd men elrabe3 daag 3alaay ou gaaly ena kel elshabab metyam3een bel shalaih. So I was on my way 3ashan arou7lehoum.. wla Layan calls me. Weird! khal ashouf shsalfat'ha.

Incoming call: Layan:

Mi7sen: "alo hala layan?"

Layan: "alooo Mi7sen please ta3al 3end da2err elkhamess tharoury!!" she said while crying.

Mi7sen: "yallah kaany yaylech 10 minutes ou ana 3endech."

Layan: "bser3aa please!"

I hung up.

Shfeeha? laaish ga3d tabchey? bs most importantly.. laish daagat 3alay?


We9aaalt the 5th ring road ou I called Layan asking her for instructions 3ala wain moukan'ha. When I saw her Tawareq, I parked my car waraa'ha ou I stepped out of my car ou re7tla'ha.

Layaan: "Mi7senn!! *choke* thebaa7t a *choke* doooooogggggggggg!!"

I couldn't help myself but laugh. She gave me a glare. A scary one to be precise.

Layaan: "do you think it's funny? la2anna it's not! I killed a creature! A creature that once was walking, smiling, or maybe crying. But I killed it! What if it had babies?"

I could tell that she was starting to freak out.

Mi7sen: "umm, take deep breathes Layan. Yeah that's right, inhale, and exhale."

Layan: "okay, al7een shensawy bel chaaalb?"

Mi7sen: "hmm, khal nsheela ou n7e6a 3al ra9eef 3ashan ma ydousoun 3alaaih elsayarat, ou laman eshouffa elzabaaal.. ehwa ra7 yet9araf."

Layan: "okaaaay"

I saw Layan walking towards the dog, I went after her.

Mi7sen: "la7thaa entay shbetsaween?"

Layan: "ba7awell asheel elchaalb.."

Mi7senn: "laa khaleech, ana asheela"

Layan: "bs I insist! ana ely thebaa7ta after all.."

Mi7sen: "you like seeing blood?"

Layaan: "uuuh, you have a point. Have fun while you're carrying it."

I couldn't help but chuckle at her remark. I lifted the dog up ou kan thegeel.. bs I managed. I walked Layan to her car and when she put on her seatbelt, she pulled her window down.

Layan: "I don't know why I called you elyoum.."

I smiled.

Mi7sen: "yallah basaayrech laman tou9lyn baitkoum 3ashan ma tethbe7yyn ga6wa hal marra.."

She laughed and pulled her window up again.

Wa9aaalt'ha laman bait'ha ou then I headed back to the shalaaih.

friend one: "m7aaisen, shfeek moukhek mou ma3aaak chena..?"

friend two: "oooub ouuub menou makheth baalek ou galbeek?"

Mi7sen: "kel tebn, wallah raasy e3awerny"

friend two: "ee, ee rage3"

Mi7sen: "maaly khelgek Fahood ethleff."

At about 7;00 a.m I went to bed and repeated today's scenes.

If they only knew menou makheth 3aagly ou gaalby ma3aa.
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Writer's Note: three parts? in one day? am I kind or what? bs testahloun akthar. Love youu:*

Pt.13 -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Layaan's Perspective:

I wore my Miu Miu fantasy swirls t-shirt, with black ultra-skinny jeans. Hoped into my Tawareq and headed over to Jouri's house. It was around 7;45 pm.


Outgoing call: Jouri:

Layan: "ana barraa"

Jouri: "wallah kaany, kaany nazla.."

I hung up.
Ashkarra ma badelat, what makes me so sure ehwa la2anna ehya 7lefaat. Oh, don't I just know my Jouri so well. After 20 minutes of waiting in the car.. cheny chauffer, she finally rkebat elcar.

Jouri: "Hiii, sorry 6awalt 3alaich"

Layan: "kent barou7 3annech a9laan"

Jouri: "e9eer khair;p.. so wain tabeen trou7yn?"

Layan: "well, ana mayta men elyou3.. so how about Slider Station?"

Jouri: "sounds good.."

We arrived there ou the waitress wadaatna 7ag our table. I ordered the known Obama, and then my mobile vibrated indicating a msg.

Incoming msg: Elsa2aaal:

Weird that I called Mi7sen, elsa2aaal, right? Well, I think it's pure genius-ness.

"haala wallah.. shlounech shakhbarrech?"

SHOOT! I forgot ena elyoum kaan Saturday.

Outgoing msg: Elsa2aal:

"halla feek, tamam wallah."

And then the hot guy ely kaan beside us bel table raan indicating a msg, ou he was texting back while smiling.. and his dimples appeared. Waaaaay zouqah, what's with me and dimples these days? He put his mobile back on the table, and then suddenly my mobile vibrated indicating a msg. Weird.. could the so-called Mi7sen is the one sitting right beside me?

Incoming msg: Elsa2aaal:

"doum enshallah"

Outgoing msg: Elsa2aaal:

"Mi7sen, a random question kk? ..where are you?" (Pure legaffa, I know).

Wow, the hot guy yaamy ran mobila indicating a msg, yemken Mi7sen is the hot guy eb Slider!

Incoming msg: Elsa2aal:

"ana eb Slider, laish?"

Outgoing msg: Elsa2aaal:

"what are you wearing?"

Incoming msg: Elsa2aal:

"a dishdasha, again laish?"

Outgoing msg: Elsa2aal:

"because I'm right next to you;p"

The hot guy yaamy laaaf his face 9oubby and shafney, I think there was a 2 second eye contact.

Incoming msg: Elsa2aal:

"ma tekhayalt ekooun shaklech chethy"

Outgoing msg: Elsa2aal:

"oh really? how did you think I looked like?"

Incoming msg: Elsa2aal:

"different."

Wooooow, okaaaaaaaay.. I think that "." meant I-don't-want-you-to-text-me, so I'm gonna shutup. So he had zaaitey-greyish eyes, gifel and a small tafla. Ou he was so tanned, the good tan.. not the bad one. And he was taller than Rakan, and I can see that he is fit, with broad shoulders. And he was wearing a dishdasha, with brown loafers. And well, as much as I hate to admit it, but he's drop-dead-HOT! And the fact that he was wearing a dishdasha, is just a turn-on. Oh, and he's a thegeel guy.. so that just adds a point for him!
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We payed the chique and headed out to the valet 3ashan nakheth my car, while we were waiting Jouri said that she has to go to the bathroom, so I told her that I'd wait for her bel car. While I was waiting, I saw him and his other two friends 6laa3aw barra, ou his two friends entered a GMC wanaait. While he, on the other hand, rekaaab a Mercedes Benz G-Class.

I went to Jouri's house ou I slept-over. We stayed up late and watched some episodes of One Tree Hill, but all the time I wasn't really watching it. I was too busy daydreaming of Mi7sen.
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Writer's Note: Another post, just as promised;) Love you:* and your feedbacks are appreciated.

Pt.12 -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Layaan's Perspective:

It has been two months since that night he told me he kissed her. I still miss him an awful lot, but I can't bring myself up to talk to him. Even though he still calls me.. three times a day. I never picked it up, my hands shiver when he calls, and my eyes water when I see his name on my mobile.

But I'm still livng my life, I'm going out with my friends. I'm still partying, and rocking, but, now that I don't talk to him, all that partying and having fun never felt the same way as it did while he was in my life. I have no idea why he's still in Kuwait when he should be studying barraaa, am I the one holding him back? or is it something else?

One day he stopped calling me. And soon enough, that day became a week, and that week became a month. Is there something wrong with him? Is he harmed? My whole body trembled at those thoughts.
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Incoming call: Unknown caller:


Unknown: "aloo.."

Layaan: "umm, who's this?"

Unknown: "ana Mi7sen.."

Layaan: "umm.. atwaqa3 enek ghal6aan bel raqam"

Unknown (Mi7sen): "la7thaa, entay Layan?"

Layan: "ee na3am, shdaraak?"

Unknown (Mi7sen): "Rakaan Al Flani gaaly adegg 3alaich ou as2aal 3annech."

Layaan: "ou laish mou ehwa ely ydeg ou yes2aal..?"

Unknown (Mi7sen): "aaha.. ya3ny ma gaallech? ehwa raa7 yadress bel U.S"

Layan: "aaah.. ou laish gaalek tes2aal 3aanni?"

Unknown (Mi7sen): "Rakoon ehwa men a3aaaz rab3y.. ou gaaly qe9aatkoum, ou ba3dain gaaly ena adeg 3alaich every Saturday and Wednesday 3ashan as2aal 3alaich ou ashoof 7aalech"

Layaan: "okay, now that you called.. ana tamam ou eb alff khair, ou law sama7tt ma aby ekoun baaina ay 3elaaqa except laman ekoun youm elSaabt ou you can just text me, you can't call me, and you absolutly cannot stalk me. Ou shyaathbetlly enek 9ejj refeej Rakan, ou ena ehwa gaalek tes2al 3aaani?"

Unknown (Mi7sen): "Your laptop's password is: RakanMyOneAndOnly, ou ehwa ely gaalech taktebeen this password on his birthday gabel sena taqreeban"

Layan: "hmm, okay. so my rules are only texting me on saturday 3ashan tes2al 3aany. Agreed?"

Unknown (Mi7sen): "etefaqna"

And I hung up.
Oh well, here goes nothing.
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Writer's Note: I know this is a short post, sorry;* ..Bs I promise ena there will be another post tonight enshallah. Enjooooy;)!

8 THINGS

Okaaaaay, so I have been tagged by: Liberal Khaleejiya, Distracted, and Intimacy xx. (I love three of you:*)



8 Things I’m looking forward to:

1) This weekend

2) Getting a sunburn on my cheeks

3) Traveling

4) My graduation

5) My liscense

6) College

7) Shopping

8) Going out with my mother



8 Things I wish I could do:

1) Be at two places in the same time

2) Fly

3) Skydive

4) Sing

5) Enter 'So You Think You Can Dance'

6) Eat, eat, eat, and EAT and never gain weight

7) Go back in time

8) Be a hacker


8 Things I love:

1) All my readers

2) My family

3) My friends

4) Redbull

5) My teacher

6) Dracula

7) Wicked Witch of the West

8) Blogging


8 Things I did yesterday:

1) Swam bel ba7ar

2) Went to my friend's house

3) Watched three movies

4) Ate wayeddd

5) Went to starbucks

6) Went to the jam3eya

7) Reja3t back home

8) Signed on Msn


8 TV shows I watch:

1) 90210

2) Desperate Housewives

3) Lost

4) Prison Break

5) 8 Simple Rules

6) Sex and The City

7) F.R.I.E.N.D.S

8) Gossip Girl


8 Bloggers I tag:

1) CuteAndCuddly

2) Madawi

3) Dazzlin

4) A

5) Nawarii

6) Nightmare

7) Zain

8) My silent readers



-----------NEXT PART WILL BE POSTED ELYOUM OR TOMORROW ENSHALLAH;*!

Pt.11 -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Rakaan's Perspective:

Should I tell Layaan 3an shenou 9ar wla la2? Honesty is the best policy 3ala goulat'houm. Bs madry shlooun she will handle it. Laa laa2 bagoula'ha, a7saan men ma ehya she finds out brou7'ha. Ou ely allah katbaa by9eer. Lamaan arja3 elbait I'm gonna tell her, bs aby agoula'ha face to face. I parked my car eb garage'na ou I went inside wlaa elekhett Manayer embas6a bel 9alla, ou ga3d takell 7aab shamsy. I'm gonna try to avoid her, elmoushkella it's not an easy thing 3ashaan I avoid her. We live in the same house god damn it!


Manaayer's Perspective:

Shit, why did I do it? al7een things are gonna get more than awkward between us! I know ena he thinks of me as a little sister and nothing more, bs I don't think of him that way. Ana a7ebaaa! Can't he understand that? If only whats-her-face can go to hell, chan ana ou Rakaan en7ebb ba3ath! 7ataan when we were small he told me ena he's never gonna let anything hurt me, and that he's gonna protect me. The thing is, HE is the one hurting me! And what hurts the most is when you know that you love someone, and that someone doesn't love you back! Ifffff, love is hard. Bs I don't care what's the consequince I'm gonna make Rakan love me!




Rakaan's Perspective:

Outgoing call: el7oub;*:


Layaan: "allo?"

Rakan: "halla wallaah"

Layan: "men 9outek 7aasa ena feek shaay.."

Rakan: "laa 7asha, mafeeny shaay bs baghait agoulech...."

Layan: "eee?"

Rakaan: "3ady ashouffech al7een?"

Layaaan: "madry Rakaani, chenna elwakt met2akher.."

Rakan: "laa 3ady la tkhaafyn mara7 en6awell"

Layaan: "okaay, wain tabee I meet you?"

Rakaan: "laa khaaleech ana ammerech men elbait"

Layan: "laa akhaf a7ad eshoufna.."

Rakaan: "entaay ma geltaay ena oumech emsafraa?"

Layan: "ee, bs ukhooy 7amaani mawjood.."

Rakaan: "khalaa9 3ayal, ana alageech eb jam3eyat eltha7ya ou ba3dain you park your car ou terkebyyn ma3aay"

Layaan: "hmm, okaay. bs ekheth your range rover elmghayemaa.."

Rakan: "ee okay galbyy.. yallah al7een badlaay, ou laman te6le3een men elbait msg me"

Layan: "okaay yallah b'bye."

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She got into my car, ou I think now is the time to tell her.. it's now or never. Be honest. Okaay, bsmellah.


Rakaan: "ummm, Layaan lazzem agoullech shay tharoury.."

Layaan: "hmm?"

Rakan: "ams lamaan kent bel bait, umm.. my cousin ely asghar meny eb two years.. uuh, kissed me"

Layaan: "haaaaaaaaaaaa? shenou ya3ny 'she kissed you'? shenou qasdek?"

Rakan: "ya3ny she kissed me, she grabbed me and pushed her lips against mine"

Layaaan: "aah, ou did you kiss her back Rakan?"

Rakan: "ehwa ya3ny..."

Layan: "DID YOU? OR DID YOU NOT?"

Rakan: "I think I might have, accidently."

Layaan: "that's all I wanted to hear. Accidently, huh?"

And just like that she got out of my car, slammed the door harshly, and entered her car. She drove away fastly, with the whoosh sound of the wind along with her. One way to ruin my summer, thanks to Manayer.

I repeated yesterday's images through my head. When I came back home, ou ga6ait nafsy 3ala my bed la2aany ma kent bs ta3baan. Wla faj2aa I sense someone yedkhal ghurfetty, bs I was too weary to open my eyes. Ba3daain she pulled my blanket shway, shwaay. Ou it all happened so fast! Ya3ny Manayer layed on top of me and dived her lips against mine and kissed me a long hungry, eager kiss. Bedoun la a7ess eb nafsy wla I kiss her back, just for a multi-second. Ba3dain estaw3aabt ely ga3d y9eer, ou I pushed her back. And I stormed out of my room ou I cruised around with my car for hours until I reached elshalaaih, ou I slept there.

I'm lost and confused without my Layaan here to guide me. Ana laish best'haa? 7ataan law ma kaan qasdy, a kiss is a kiss! Law she did the same thing I did, chan ham ana 3a9aabt 3alaai'ha. Ana mou rayal! Laish I hurt someone wayed 3azeez 3ala galbyy?
Bs I promised her ena I wouldn't leave her. A promise is a promise, and I'm gonna fullfil it. Ana gaad kelmty, ou ra7 a7awell araje3 Layan throughout whatever it takes!

RandomMoi;p

1) I'm a girl, duh.

2) I still didn't get my liscense, ya3ny I'm not 18.

3) I have siblings.

4) I'm not that boring, I'm much funner in person. (theqqa, much;p?)

5) I never, ever and I repeat NEVER check my emails, they're over 1,000 al7een.

6) I'm 24/7 around my laptop or Bb.

7) Laman agoul salfaa without the word "chan" it would be a miracle.

8) A3alegg 3ala kalemaaat wla ahlaag!;p

9) I'm making up "TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*" as I go.. thought you should know (and it doesn't have anything to do with this post, adry:P).

10) Hmm, one of my famous a6baa3 is stubborness.

11) Oh yeah, I'm a Taurus. Explains the 3naad right? hehe;p

12) Shaay 6abee3y law I block all my Msn contacts 3ashan agoul 7ag wa7da salfaa without being disturbed, bedaaal la I change my status 7ag appear offline.

13) Once you get to know me in person, I might be the wierdest person you'll ever know.

14) I looooooooooooooove Starbuck's Dulce De Leche.

15) I have carphobia, I have this habit ena laman amerr 3ashan I cross the street lazzem amsek eed someone ou I squeeze it 7aaaaaaail.

16) I have no bloody idea why I'm writing this, while I have an exam bacher (:

17) I love the number seven and three, so basicly my fave number is 73.

18) Kel ma arou7 avenues, lazzem arou7 Baroue for the photobooth;p

19) I hate, hate, and HATE French. It drives me crazy. which explains why I have "moi" in my title.

20) I always wanted to stab someone, anyone wants to volunteer to be killed?;p

21) WHERE THE HELL ARE THE OTHER BLOGGERS? AND WHY AREN'T THEY POSTING? Hmph.

Pt.10 -TheWayYouMakeMeSmile;*

Layaaan's Perspective:

Me and Rakan were doing great, Phaaye passed away 8 months ago and I'm not gonna lie by saying I don't cry laman at'thakar'ha. All those moments we cherished ma3a ba3ath. She's the person who made me who I am al7een, my sister. And Jouri was, well.. Jouri! She still didn't find her prince charming, bs I think ena he's right in front of her eyes ou ehyaa ma tadry 3anna. I'm not gonna tell you who he is, that's another story. So summer came, helllllllloooooo hot tans!

I graduated mn the third year eb college, yallah one more year to go. And Rakaani takharaaj men college ou he wants to get his Masters and PhD. So, al7een I don't know what our plan is. Do the long distance thing or madry?

Anyhow, I decided ena I should have a new look for a new summer..

Outgoing call: Jawa:

Jawa: "LAAAYOUN!!!"

Layan: "Haha, halla Jawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

Jawa: "soo sh3endech yal ma9la7cheya?"

Layaan: "come baitna ou I'll tell you;p"

Jawa: "maaly khelg asoug, you come baitna.."

Layan: "okaaay, I'll be there in 15 minutes."

Jawa: "see youuuu!"

Layan: "chawz"


I dried my hair, ou lebaast my Velvet anila dress, ma3a an off-white scarf (mou the winter-y one, the summer one) ou my Chloe gelly sandals, and a huge handbag. I let my hair fall down the way it is, khathait my car keys ou rekaaabt elsayara. I sent a msg 7ag Jawa stating ena I'm barraa. She let me in ou re7naa ghurfat'haaa.

Layaan: "so, fakart ena asawyly new look.."

Jawa: "shqasdech by 'new look'?"

Layaan: "ya3ny age9 sha3ry, dye it another color maybe? ou we get the hottest tan bel 3aaalam"

Jawa: "sounds good, yallah meshaina.."

She grabbed her car keys gabel la at7acha ou nzelaat the flight of stairs.

Layaan: "yal thouuula, are you planning to go to the 9aloun ou entay labsa your Sponge Bob pj's?"

Jawa: "weee nesait haha, 7ady eshta6ait!"

Layaan: "la7aath.." I mumbled.
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Laman we9aalna el9aloun I began to have doubts. Being the coward that I am, I decided ena ma age9 sha3ry nor color it. Those are the moments I wish Phaaye etkoun ma3ay, she would've qasebatny ena age9 sha3ry ou if it turns out wai3, then she would just say 'it will grow out again'. I miss her;(.

Instead of me cutting my hair, Jawa gaa9at sha3ar'haa nafs gaa9at Hessa elLoughani, ou she dyed her hair into a chocolatey-black color. 9aar shakel'haa zouqaa!

Then re7naa Johnny Rocket's in Avenues 3ashan nakheth take-away for ghadaaa. And guess who I bumped into.. Na9er with a hot guy yaama, chny shayfetta men gabel bs ma2athker wain. La7thaaa, la7thaaa, la7thaaaaaaaaaaaa hatha elhot guy ely bel mamsha ely he helped me get up! Bs shwaay taghayer, lela7laa ou lelhotter;p

Then Na9er came up to us ou salaaam 3alaina.

Na9err: "Layaan, hatha weld khalty, 3umar."

Layan: "ahlaaan, tsharaft. 3umar and Na9err hathy Jawa"

Jawa was busy ordering bs laman staw3ebaat ena ana geltt esem'haa fazaaat haha;p

Jawa: "oh, hii! shlounkoum?"

3umar: "wallah tamam, Layaan.. chny shayfech men gabel?"

Layan: "hmm, laa matwaqa3.. bs maybe who knows;p"

Akeed, 6ab3aaaaaaaaaan 6ab3an mara7 agoola ena ana elyy 6e7t bel mamsha..! laish afthaa7 ou afashel 3oumry!;p

So we said our goodbyes ou rekaabna elcar ou benredd bait Jawa.

Jawa: "Omg! wainy 3an 3umar menzemaan! he's so sexy, mu7taraam, ou so raayal!"

Layan: "Why am I sensing a crush?"

Jawa: "because maybe it is?(A)"

Layaaan: "7lalech babe, I have Rakaan, laish ahtaam bel others;p"
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I signed in Msn since I have nothing better to do.

Their was a friend request men 3umar, wow that was fast. I accepted bs I blocked him, kelesh mou nou3y swaleff 9bayan on msn except my cousins ou my classmates. Geraaagt ma3a cham friends men highschool ba3dain malaait, so sheftt cham episode men Gossip Girl ou I cuddled in my bed ou dagaaait 3ala Rakaani 3ashan he "tucks me in for sleep" adorable? adry!;p

Outgoing call:

Rakaan: "menou el7elww hatha ely daag 3alaay?"

Layaan: "elyenyy"

Rakan: "yazeen hal yeny wallah"

Layaan: "haha Rakaaaaaaaaaaaan"

Rakan: "haha teste7yn?"

Layan: "shakou!;p"

Rakaan: "haha okk if you say so"

Layaan: "Rakaaaaanii"

Rakan: "hallaaaa?"

Layaan: "aby anaam.."

Rakaan: "okay tagha6aay bel cover 3adel.."

Layaaan: "eeee..."

Rakan: "close your eyes"

Layan: "hmmmm.."

Rakan: "ou kiss me goodnight;p.."

Layaan: "haha I didn't fall for it, try again 7ayaty!;p"

Rakan: "shda3waa Layoun.. bs elyoum;("

Layan: "hmm afaker.."

Rakaan: "la tkhaleeny al7een ayey baitkoum ou adaldeghech laman etbousyny, ou shda3wa I'm asking you ena you kiss me bel phone mou bel 9ejj;p"

Layan: "please and thankyou are the magic words.."

Rakaan: "pleaaaase?"

Layan: "haha yal cuute! next time ashoufek I'm gonna pinch your cheeks 7aail!"

Rakaan: "hahahah ee e9eer khair"

Layan: "hehe, mwaaaaah! yallah goodnight!"

Rakaan: "haha goodnight galbyy"

Layan: "a7ebek.."

Rakaan: "ana akthaar wallah"

Layan: "okaay men9ejyy al7een, bye;p!"

Rakaan: "bye, ou thankyou!"

Layaan: "ee khalek sha6err chethy daymaan;p"

Rakaan: "hahaaa bye!"

I slept that day dreaming of Rakaan, ma3a his adorable dimples.
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Writer's note: wa9aalna el two digits eb my story (part 10)! haha wanasa;p ..anywhoooo, the story is gonna be moving quite fast these couple of days.

Clarification.

Okaaaaaaaaay, so laman Phaaye and Layan sawaaaw the accident Layan ra7aat elhospital ou she was in a coma for 2 days. Hatha laish Rakan kan ga3d ygool "shfeeha Layan ma tredd 3alaaay for 2 days" get it? Ou at that time laman Rakan ou Jouri youlaa'ha kan the second day of 3azza Phaaye, so akeed oum Layaan betkoun bel3azaa. So to sum things up, when Rakan and Layan came 7ag'haa it was el9ub7 and oum Layan kaanat bel 3azza. Fahaaamtaw?;*

P.S. taraa oum Layan mou nou3'haa ely teg3aad bel bait wayed, kella 3enda'ha 3azayem or stuff that moms do outdoors;p